What is wrong with you sweetie?

I hear that a lot I ask myself that question often What is wrong with you? Is there something wrong with me? In my mind? In my heart? In my soul? I ask this to myself a lot because it’s hard for others to understand me What is wrong with me? He asked me that I stopped and just looked My heart stopped, just for a second I thought I would scream I thought I would cry I wanted to hit something I hear that a lot What is wrong with you? I ask myself that often I get asked that often Is something wrong? I have a big heart I care too much I want too much I wish I didn’t but I can’t help it Is something wrong with me? There is For dealing with you For letting you disrespect me For allowing you to use me For allowing myself not to be loved correctly For allowing my time to get wasted on trying to change you I thought I could change your mind I thought I could love you hard enough I thought I could give you time I thought I could What is wrong with you sweetie?? He yelled this to me Now, I am asking myself that very question 1 Corinthians Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, is not proud It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. What is wrong with you sweetie?? If you think something is wrong with me then you have to ask yourself what is wrong with you since you deal with me So I ask you, baby, what is wrong with you? What is broken with you? DiaryofDom

Energy

Energy Feed my energy Feed my soul Feed my mind Feed my body Take some of me and put into you Take my source and add to yours Feel the heat from my body and let it flow into yours Touch me with your core Come on baby, let it pour Our souls become one I feed into you and you into me We just tried it to see Feed my mind Feed my heart You dance, I dance I smile, you smile Let’s go that extra mile Your energy gives me a high I can’t describe Touching the clouds Kissing the sun How we blend together so well I like how you can tell I need a boost How I need a shot of your juice I need a shot of your love Your smile Your hugs Your forehead kisses Your energy keeps feeling me high Keeps me happy Keeps me calm Damn, why am I so sappy? Keeps me grounded Your energy keeps me resounded I can’t believe I found it Your energy is pure gold Can never be sold Your energy is like coffee in the morning to a addict Your energy is a voice in my ear saying, You can take me, you can have it. Your energy is like dirty words in my ear My body is excited My skin becomes hot Your energy turns me on My heart is in a knot I can’t start my day without your energy, without your warmth Without your reassuring words Without your touch I can’t believe you got my head slurred I want my positive energy to fuel your soul like water to a thirsty man Like breast milk to a newborn Like the warm sun on my face I want our energy to be soulmates Together forever, needing each other feeding each other DiaryofDom

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