Energy

Energy Feed my energy Feed my soul Feed my mind Feed my body Take some of me and put into you Take my source and add to yours Feel the heat from my body and let it flow into yours Touch me with your core Come on baby, let it pour Our souls become one I feed into you and you into me We just tried it to see Feed my mind Feed my heart You dance, I dance I smile, you smile Let’s go that extra mile Your energy gives me a high I can’t describe Touching the clouds Kissing the sun How we blend together so well I like how you can tell I need a boost How I need a shot of your juice I need a shot of your love Your smile Your hugs Your forehead kisses Your energy keeps feeling me high Keeps me happy Keeps me calm Damn, why am I so sappy? Keeps me grounded Your energy keeps me resounded I can’t believe I found it Your energy is pure gold Can never be sold Your energy is like coffee in the morning to a addict Your energy is a voice in my ear saying, You can take me, you can have it. Your energy is like dirty words in my ear My body is excited My skin becomes hot Your energy turns me on My heart is in a knot I can’t start my day without your energy, without your warmth Without your reassuring words Without your touch I can’t believe you got my head slurred I want my positive energy to fuel your soul like water to a thirsty man Like breast milk to a newborn Like the warm sun on my face I want our energy to be soulmates Together forever, needing each other feeding each other DiaryofDom

AWKWARD STAGE

He met me in a awkward stage in my life Getting a divorce Living on my own Finding out who I am Am I Dom Am I Nikki Or am I Dominique? I am in a awkward stage I am learning my likes, dislikes What I like to eat What I like to do for fun How I want to dress Who I want to associate myself with When it was okay to say yes and when I should say no What’s my type? What SHOULDN’T be my type I had to ask myself was I ready to have sex again He met me when I didn’t know these things I didn’t know if I WANTED to start dating Let alone know what that really was I didn’t know if I just wanted hookups Someone to take me out Someone to tell me I’m pretty and rub my booty What I KNOW I needed was a friend I needed someone to listen I needed positive energy I needed those hugs To rub my back To kiss my forehead Call me babygirl AND from time to time rub my booty When he met me I was still healing Fighting my demons Fighting this LACK of self-esteem I told him I had a cold heart I showed him I did I blocked out love Felt like I DIDN’T NEED it Didn’t want it He seen the broken little girl that hides inside I let him see her I still closed up I am in a awkward stage in my life where I am still learning life I am learning who I am and what I like This awkward stage in my life where I am learning to enjoy MY OWN company Also, i miss company of others When met him I wasn’t supposed to like him Wasn’t supposed to enjoy his company Wasn’t supposed to crave his touch I wanted to be COLD, to prove that I didn’t need it This awkward stage in my life, I WAS lying to myself I don’t want you to fix me, I want you by my side while I fix myself. DiaryofDom

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